Blare Ashitsu

blare_ashitsu @ 2005-03-11T22:30:00

2005-03-12T06:40:04Z

Haven't said anything in a along while. *cough*
I need to get out of here.

I can't stand this stupid Panda anymore T_T
You know what she did today? Downloaded 4 Digimon season 1 episodes. Then sat down and watched some musical about tennis THREE times. Thats like... 4 and a half hours of my life, I'm never getting it back.

My brain is mush.
I'm tired, and I can't stop randomly singing the opening to that digimon show. I'm what, 28 now? And I'm singing some tune from a show for 7 year olds? Little out of my time don't you think?

SAVE ME FROM HER EVIL PANDA FANGIRLNESS DEAR GOD!
If I hear a word ending in 'mon' in the next million years... I swear... I'll ARG!

blare_ashitsu @ 2005-02-14T16:16:00

2005-02-15T00:20:01Z

I got all this chocolate in the mail today.
I don't like the peanut butter ones.. they taste like crap.

I haven't touched the one Era got me,
It's a little chocolate heart or something. Right now I don't want to see any more chocolate or I swear I'll puke. I got him a bear, simple little red teddy bear with a heart saying "be mine" that's it. That's all I should get when I realised last night was the 13th.

I usually don't celebrate this holiday,
I don't even think it's a holiday.
It was created by the hallmark company so they could sell cards.

blare_ashitsu @ 2005-01-31T18:22:00

2005-02-01T02:31:53Z

Went ot the cemetery today,
I shouldn't have invited Era to come along.

Dear god how much he cried... I mean he didn't lose her, he didn't even know her! I've never even talked about her! Yet he cried a whole river-full I'm sure.

I think I'll go with Zak next time, he usually stans there quietly and holds my hand. I don't end up comforting him XD Although Era got some good comforting ~_^

Uhmmm yeah, my day was exciting...
I have dr. Pepper

blare_ashitsu @ 2005-01-19T21:21:00

2005-01-20T05:23:00Z

You see, there has been no flaws in my life right now
its as smooth as a baby's behind.

It's scaring me and if I don't do something totaly stupid I swear I'm gonna kill myself.
I like calm and quiet but not for this long. It's scary and it makes me nervous.

>_< I'm just not used to it

blare_ashitsu @ 2005-01-08T18:46:00

2005-01-09T02:58:27Z

Got into a street fight last night.
Hmm I didn't feel like dealing with Idiots who don't like me.

My lip is swollen and I'm going to go to a hearing in court for pulling a weapon out on some ass. I didn't kill him... but it wasn't far! Eeeh I don't care, I want a cigarette.

Hmm I think I'll go take a shower
Remember, I'm the 'who' when you ask 'who's there?'

blare_ashitsu @ 2005-01-02T11:58:00

2005-01-02T20:05:23Z

Era must've been nervous about the match or something.
He would not let me sleep last night @_@
Tiiiiired.

He's going to be gone most of today, I was thinking of maybe visiting Hikari's grave. Hmmm I'm not sure. Erasmus is also being buggy about knowing more about me, he well he really doesn't know anything about me. I don't know anything about him and I guess that makes it even? Hmrph I don't want to tell him.
Maybe I'll actually go see his match for once. You don't know, I might even get into it. Or jump on the stage and kick the opponents ass for ever touching the little kid. I wouldn't put it past me.

Era isn't home... I ahve cigs.. oh man thank god.
Sensei you saved me with my christmas present.

-I'm gonna do it my way-

2004-12-27T08:28:53Z

“It seems that Ashitsu Blare has got himself another toy.” The house was silent, nothing but the sound of the television throwing rumor after rumor at the watcher. A click of the remote cut the anchorman off but had fallen upon yet another disgusting show.
A growl escaped the mans lips, his eyes were colder than usual, filled with anger. “I’m tired of this.” A grin stretched across his face, golden orbs filled with mischievous thoughts. “Why can’t they back up off me?” His tanned fingers danced along the smooth surface of the phone, picking it up roughly. The receiver met with his ear. “Can you please respect my privacy?”

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“I’m glad you called me Ashitsu-sama. I’ve been wanting to interview you.” The reporter chirped, a broad smile on his face. “This is a great opportunity for me!” He continued, stretching his long arm and holding his hand out. To his surprise the violet haired man didn’t budge from his position.
Blare was sitting calmly across from him, frowning slightly. “ Why can't you just let me do the things I want to do?” He spat and slowly raised his body from the couch. “I'm tired of rumors starting. I'm sick of being followed. I'm tired of people lying.” Pleasantly, the reporter had already began to tremble in his seat. He let out a small laugh and within the next moments the reporter and the chair had both fallen to the ground.
“Ashitsu-sama…” The younger man said shakily, noticing his discarded recorder on the ground. With the noise on this recorder he could make millions, without thinking twice he reached for it, forgetting about the surroundings.
Quickly, Blare’s foot met with the reporter’s wrist. “Why can’t they let me live?” He pressed harder upon the thin wrist beneath his large foot. A loud cry filled the house.

“What’s going on I heard some cries-” A little voice interrupted. Blare slowly turned his head, meeting with Erasmus’s large blue eyes. “Blare stop!” The little boy squeaked, wrapping his arms around the bigger man’s waist. It was no use, all he got in return was a slap to the face. “Blare…”
“I’m gonna do it my way, take this for just what it is.” With that he stomped out of the door, slamming the door behind him.

“Don’t go… Blare-kun..”

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Broke My cellphone,
I'm not at home right now. Need a break from everyone out here.
My mood swings have worsenned. My moods have all gotten more destructive.

Heh, Era must be worried

blare_ashitsu @ 2004-12-25T09:55:00

2004-12-25T18:09:44Z

*stares at the time*
I've been asleep.. pretty much all day.

I got Erasmus just what he wanted *grin*
Amazingly, that boy can scratch and bite O,o my neck is covered in bites and my back in scratches. *pause* I was s'possed to see Sensie and Conner today... oh gee I am gonna get a mouthfull from Sensei. He's gonna make fun of me... gah...

As for Era, I'll have a talk about being calmer next time XD;; well I understand some times it must've felt painfull and that he wanted to rip my skin off... but he didn't have to actually do it T///T

I need a Band-aid..

blare_ashitsu @ 2004-12-20T12:22:00

2004-12-20T21:00:18Z

Heh,
Takedo got in a car Accident.

He's just perfectly fine but Cirus has been hospitalised. He's currently unconcious and really it doesn't bother me. It's not my fault he turned when the green arrow wasn't flashing. It's also not my concern if a truck was coming on Cirus's side.

I know it seems rather cold of me but meh *shrug* I don't really care for my brother or his misfortunes.
*awaits angry Bashing* heh ¬.¬

blare_ashitsu @ 2004-12-18T07:42:00

2004-12-18T16:10:31Z

You know what?
Takedo is coming over Christmas eve T_T he's going to have super with Erasmus and I... I think he's brinigng the kiddo a present *protective growl* Nyeh go away Takedoni-chan!
Why doesn't he go bother someone who actually celebrates this holiday? Cirus is coming since he's technically my brother now O,o; and he's bringing this turkey =_= great.

I've got this.. tiny box... for Era-chan. I should have gotten him something bigger, now he's gonna think I'm some cheapo with this small thing. Christmas is confusing @_@

hrmph I'm up so early I think I'll go to work...

blare_ashitsu @ 2004-12-14T13:14:00

2004-12-14T21:22:35Z

Gah >.<
Blare is gonna need some control here.

Erasmus woke me up in the middle of the night, tossing and turning, making some slight moaning noises too. It wans't anything wrong, his fever shot up and I htink he was having a nightmare... it's just, to have his squirmy and sweaty body next to me didn't help *blush*

hrrrmmm I don't really know where exactly Zak is... *bites lip* I shouldn't worry, he said it, I said it... there is nothing there anymore. Hrmmm gah *dies*

Christmas is coming, Erasmus likes the holiday, so I think I'll get a christmas tree while he's sleeping. Although I'm not too sure about gifts, he's not the type to splurge "BUY ME STUFFS >:0"

Then if I get him something I'm gonna have to get everyone else something
except you Takedo and Kyle

blare_ashitsu @ 2004-12-13T20:34:00

2004-12-14T04:44:10Z

Woke up late this morning,
Because of that I didn't go to work... oh well.

I think Erasmus is catching a cold. Usually he and I sleep together, his face tucked under my chin. Although last night, I couldn't face him, he coughed repeatedly. I'm gonig to take him to see a doctor or somewhat, hmm he needs to feel better.

Fisher is a jerkass... He needs to be taught a lesson alright, I swear I will kick his fat ass and get my Kotani back. On another happy note, I managed to evade Kyle for today, he must've been fucking Maretsu all day 9_9

I've got an Ice cream sandwich... its tripple flavour.. with strawberry, vanilla and chocolate! It's really good >:3